Still can't quite figure it out.

I just can't stop wondering.. I'm not even sure how it's come to this. I feel safe when you talk to me. Maybe it's the words or the things you say. It's not entirely just a comfort, but there's some strain on the comfort. Maybe, that's what I need. Someone nice and strict at the same time. Someone, who can say things in a straightforward manner yet in a possible kindest way they can.

I'm getting myself back into the habit of reading novels. It helps for some distraction.